i just don't know why someone can make me feel this way. I feel like if i were to be reading all of my blogs as someone who didn't know me, i would think that i was a little crazy. I would be like wow, this bitch is in love with her boyfriend.. and I am, that's the sad thing.That's the thing that i hate. I hate that. I don't know why and i hate how someone can just completely a totally have my whole mind and soul to them. But does he even know though? i don't think so. I don't think he knows how much i love him. He says he loves me and i know he does but i def feel that i love him more. I feel like a crazy person in love..is this what love is.. love is crazy love makes me crazy love is crazy.
do i even want to be in love anymore? At times it's great, it's great when i know everything he is doing and who he is with if he is not with me. That is what i hate. i hate that i can feel a certain way when he's not with me. It's all great and dandy when we are together. he does nothing wrong ( most of the time) but it's me i feel like. I mean i feel like i just don't trust him when it comes down to it. Why? what is with me and this. is everyone that's in love feel like this too? i hate these bad feelings! ugh!! make them go away.
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