This is my senior year of college.. finally after 5 years I'm going to be done..but what does that all really mean? Does that mean that it's time for me to grow the fuck up and get a real job? A part of me is really excited for that time to come ( that is if i can actually find a job)and then another part of me is actually really sad and scared that i might never be a student anymroe. I no longer have that title to step back on and use as a kinda an excuse for many things.
So far, i feel that i'm doing ok as far as the whole preparing for the real world type of stuff. I'm doing 2 internships this semester and I had one last semester. I'm really hoping that these internships will land me a job that i truly enjoy and hopefully pays alright for someone just getting out of schooll.
On a different note, a completely different note..well maybe not to far from itbut the thought of marriage and growing up in that aspect has been entering my mind quite a lot these days. I've been with chase for 1 year and half this wed. Even thought it doesn't sound very long when i say it, when i think back on how much i've grown and how much we've grown togheter, it def seems longer. I saw we talk about getting married alot, but sometimes i think it's really just me talking about it. I don't really know where his head is in the whole scheme of things.. i think i do, but he's so hard to figure out. And by now you would think that i would have figured out HOW TO figure him out but ihaven't.. maybe that's a good thing. I guess im not really even ready for marriage. If he proposed i would say yes, but it's one of those things where i just cant see myself goin through with the whole wedding thing anytime soon.
we shall wait and see
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