Thursday, July 10, 2008

i'm stepping into dangerous waters

i'm not to sure what i'm doing right now
I could potentially ruin something that is perfect
but then i think about the word perfect, and it's really not perfect
this relationship has so many flaws, ever since the beginning
have i just been overlooking them because i was blinded by love
some of the things have always been lingering in my head
but i just never admitted to myself because i want to focus on the positive rather then the negative
i feel guilty because i know that their are feelings involved now
i've already taken it to far and if it goes any further i think i know how it will end
i'm not to sure that i think it's a bad thing, even though i know this will kill him
and me both

am i really too young?
i feel that i am
i'm not sure i want to commit
but i know that he wouldn't be in my life if things change
i don't want to lose him or them

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